I alnmost told someone

I have a friend who is unemployed. She was downsized and now is having a hard time finding a job. I was telling her that I knew women could make money escorting even if they were BBW women. Her eyes light up. She has been single for a while and casual sex is not scary to her, it is something she has sought out. She wanted to know more. I sent her a few links and told her I considered it. I left it there. Something inside wants to confess my secret but something else said not to her. I left it and wondered if I would ever have a friend close enough to trust secrets with…………………